Friday, 22 November 2013
Catching Fire, is it really?
Friday, 27 September 2013
I don't know, philosophical rant, switching topics, that kind of thing
I guess we all want to get good grades and get into an Ivy League but I think we're aiming too high. We expect too much of ourselves. And in a way it's good to aim high but you also have to be prepared for losses and not reaching your goal.
Yes, I am one of those people who just wants good grades and be accepted to an Ivy League. And I realize that I am expecting too much of myself. But if I don't, I won't work hard, not that I do now.
On Wednesday I had a PTM. It was interesting, all the teachers said I am so quiet, which is laughable really. And my parents told each and every teacher (and they met all of them except literature and history) that I have skipped grade nine. Some we're surprised, some were impressed, some didn't really care. But the thing I noticed was that every teacher was expecting better grades from me. Except the language teacher, she said 20 on 25 was great and seeing that I had skipped grade nine, kudos to me.
I hate expectations, they're so annoying. The teachers don't even know me, but I suppose I should be glad that they expected better from me because that means that they think I'm smart or something.
I don't know what to post here anymore. I got a new phone so the application is in my phone, and I should post more but I don't. It's a Sony Z, by the way. It's waterproof, and I love it.
Wednesday, 14 August 2013
New school
I met all my friends and I had a great time with a friend. We are a pair of idiots and we goof off a lot.
We were riding on a small gate going "Wheeeee!" It was so fun. We are the weirdest people you will ever meet, we talk about random shit and laugh like maniacs but I like doing that and I don't feel stupid.
My new school starts from Monday 19th August. In a way I can't wait to see what it will be like but I am also very apprehensive, everybody will be so different from me and I seriously doubt they will be very accepting of me.
Tomorrow is the orientation and I hope that I interact with some people and we become sort of friends, kind of like acquaintances so on Monday I am not so totally lost.
But my mother met this one girl who lives nearby and she is also starting school this year in the same class so that will make the new school better for the both of us. I think.
That is all for now. I have to go get ready and pee.
I hope I am more active from now on.
Tomorrow is orientation. I think I already said that.
Saturday, 10 August 2013
My mother and anger issues
Something Funny, Something Random
Wednesday, 10 July 2013
It's been a seriously long time!
Monday, 29 October 2012
Apologies!
So, I'll let you know what i have been up to.... I had my summer vacations, then school started, gave my units, passed, now I'm studying and like a month later I have my term assessments....
Yes, now you'd ask that you had your summer vacations what in the name of God were you doing... Now, now don't bite, sweethearts, the fact is I was doing absolutely NOTHING! Yes, that's right, nothing...
I made an account on Tumblr and finally started paying a bit of attention to my Twitter account... And what I got in return was like hundreds of mails from twitter, i mean seriously, i appreciate the fact that so many people are following me and on such a fast scale, but come on give me a break! I promised myself I would follow back everyone who followed me and I am regretting that now... Because I have no idea who are the people that I followed and they are following me back and who are the people who are following me in the hopes that I will follow back. I'm rambling aren't I? Yeah, I think I'm rambling!
Anyway, I got four days off because of a religious occasion and I got piles and piles of homework (so, maybe I am exaggerating, shoot me) as if we were about to have our summer break, I mean, what is up with that?! Don't teachers have lives? (No offense to any teacher who is reading this, I'm sure you are an absolutely awesome teacher unlike all of mine).
Anyway, if anyone would like to follow me on my Tumblr page, click here. And if anyone would like to follow me on my twitter page, click here.
So, I bought quite a few books and read none of them!
I reviewed none of the books I said I would! And right now I am reading The City of Bones (The Mortal Instruments #1) again. It's almost finished... I just finished Octavia by Beryl Kingston, Insatiable by Meg Cabot, and Overbite by meg Cabot!
I had been told that Meg Cabot wrote chick-lit and I am not a fan of chick-lit to be very honest, so I had never given her books a shot... But these two books were yeah slightly chick-littish but I still liked them. I didn't love them, I liked them!
So, funny story, my cousin told me to read Fallen by Lauren Kate so I asked him if he had read it, well, he being himself; obviously he hadn't, and I am kinda glad, wonder what effects the book would have had on him. So, anyway I loved the covers of all the books and I bought them all, in one of my crazy book shopping spree! And last night, I was looking for a book on goodreads.com and I come across it so I decided to read the reviews and I read them till 2 in the morning and I was constantly laughing.
You know how when you hate a book so much you make fun of it, all the reviews were doing that, and a particular one was very long and that girl made up a talk show in which the main characters were there and she was hosting it! Good God, that cracked me up like nothing had for years!
So, yeah now i am regretting buying all the books, but hey, the books have pretty covers so essentially no harm done!
But Miss Kate I mean no insult to your books, I'm sure they are awesome for the people who like those sort of stories but I haven't even read them so who am I to judge, right?
Did I mention I am obsessed with goodreads.com I can literally spend hours on that damn website and not wonder what's wrong with me!
And the homework that I have to submit tomorrow is still not done, me being me, I will probably spend half the time on my laptop and then when everyone will assume I'm asleep, I'll be awake finishing all the work I should have done earlier!
OH MY GOD! You have no idea how badly I want this school year to end, it sucks bad! And I want summer vacations, and a little r n r!
Goodbye guys, hope and pray that I show my face (figuratively speaking) soon!
Saturday, 9 June 2012
Long long time!
Firstly I'm on my knees begging you to forgive me! I haven't posted in ages and I am aware of how irresponsible that i, so don't even get me started!
School's out! Summer's begun!
Though to be really honest I don't find it freakishly fun! I mean sure I'm getting to read the books that I've been stacking for ages now in peace. But I'm also getting to find out about books that I can' have! So many beautiful and wonderful books out there and I can just sit with my my hands on my lap drooling at the gorgeous covers! I know UNFAIR, isn't it, tell me about it!
Anyway, I finished the following books:
So despite all the bad and good reviews I have read of Twilight I am gonna read it. Why? Because honestly, everybody and everything should at least get a chance. I shouldn't just make up and opinion without even reading the damn books, right?
Wednesday, 4 April 2012
SHOES-MANIA!
I know I've not been blogging lately!
The fact is I had just sort of given up!
I dunno anything anymore!
Anyway, the reason being that my exams are starting on 25th april, which is why I have forbidden myself to open the laptop, but as I am typing it does mean I have opened it! But wait, it's breakfast time! Oh, alright, maybe 12 30 ain't breakfast time, but breakfast time for me is when III wake up!
So, I have to stop wasting time leafing through the internet looking for gorgeous shoes and new books!
Quite a combo I would say!!!
OOOOH! That's some good banana shake!
YUM YUM YUM!
So, at the beginning of May, probably 2nd, the exams will let go of me!
AND I SHALL BE FREEEEEEEE!
Then baby, am I gonna blog!
And watch shows and movies and so much!
I want a hard drive!
I've got so much data in my laptop!!!!
SOOOO MANY PHOTOS!
SO check 'em out, and lemme know!
So bye guys!
This is Tara taking her leave!
I've been asked by people if Tara is my real name, no, it isn't, just a name I thought as a nickname and might suit me! (:
So, you guys laterr'
Saturday, 24 March 2012
Writer's bust, I think that's what it's called! Actually, it's called WRITER'S BLOCK.
I got the book Inkspell!
You see I've already read Inkheart ages ago... Then I got the book Inkdeath....
Then the trilogy was discontinued so I couldn't get the middle book of the trilogy so I couldn't read the third one!
And when I saw it I really did make a grab for it!
I haven't been posting lately 'cause I've seriously run out of ideas!
I started off a little story but the idea can go on for a complete book!
I really like the story line...
But what I've written I don't even know if I want it as the beginning or anywhere in the middle...
Hell, I don't even know where I want to lead the story!
God, help me! PLEASE!
Wednesday, 21 March 2012
Monday, 19 March 2012
OMNOMNOM!
Saturday, 17 March 2012
Pissed!
Could people stop doing the things I do?
Stop specifically doing the things that are defined as something I do or say?!
I'm sick of it to be very honest!
And then denying it completely!
How do they live with themselves?!
How do they go to sleep at night?!
Don't they have a soul?!
A conscience?
A guilty conscience for once?!
C'mon?!
Whatever did I do to you to annoy the hell out of you?!
Is it necessary to break all hell lose for me?!
You know what? God has a sense of humour. Proof? Hey, I'm right here! A living breathing example of God's brilliant sense of humour that we all love too much!
Friday, 16 March 2012
Racism and something like that!
Somewhat like racism but really the difference between genders, more commonly known as sexism!
Something that really makes me doubt the other person!
Something that makes me want to drive my fingernails through the wall!
Why would you differ between people if they're woman or a man?!
Is it their fault they were born as a girl or as a boy!
Boys only face it if they want to become cooks, beacause then everyone will say that cooking is a girl's job. I say why, hell, let the guy become a cook if that's what he wants, did the girl swear an oath to always do the cooking?!
NO!
So, girls are looked down others' noses because they decide to come in a profession which is liable for MEN!
I mean c'mon!
There are so many things that wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for girls!
They are the main reason!
If behind every man there is a woman, why don't we see her, why is she so shy, is she burning with embarrassment, or just red in the face?!
When people stop looking down their noses' at me just because I'm a girl and shouldn't think about some profession because it's a man's game, then I will stop disregarding people!
On that frustrated note, my mind is too hot to think of anymore to say, I shall depart...
See you my friends! (:
Thursday, 15 March 2012
Optimism's rare encounter with me! (:
When I see something like this, it makes me wonder what is it actually in life that counts? At the end of the day you should be thankful that you have hands and feet and everything or if any chance God forbid you have some sort of mental or physical difficulty: don't let it get the better of you!
I have a friend who has the disease in which patches of your skin are white and some are brown, I don't know the name of the disease! But that friend, she is so optimistic and good natured, like whenever you look at her she is either smiling or laughing! I haven't seen her crying once, and trust me: I have seen like half my class cry in front of everyone! But one teeny tiny fault she talks a lot!
I have another friend and they have some difficulty with their feet, one foot is shorter than the other! But they are also always smiling and laughing and cracking senselessly hilarious jokes! But one teeny fault they have a horrifying temper!
Now, when I think about my problems they are minute to them! I see that they don't lose hope and stay positive, they might sometime become unmotivated but they pick themselves up and begin over!
Now look at yourself! Here we are crying and regretting everything, thinking our life is a waste dump, is horrible, is just peachy! But you have got to start to think about the people below you! They have so many difficulties but they cope 'cause they don't have anything better to do!
Now back to the point of if you have any sort of difficulty or anything you want to call it! You just have to see the other people, like say for example you don't have hands and then you see a person who has no hands and no legs and you start to appreciate the fact that at least you have hands, at least you can see the world!
The other day I saw this video of a Blind Man! Please click here to watch it!
It is quite simple that if you change the way you see the world, your world changes itself!
Whether that be good or bad!
So anyway, enough optimism for a few decades now!
Now I'm gonna be a real PITA and a PESSIMIST! (:
Love that! (:
Tuesday, 13 March 2012
CHOCOHOLIC! eeeeeeeeee
Though I'm not a chocoholic I'm having a horrifying chocolate rush today! (:
And I don't know but I want really comfy clothes right now!
I'm still wearing my uniform and it's 5 though I returned from school at 2 30!
I'm only happy for one reason:
I'm going to watch supernatural after half an hour!
Just finished changing my passwords on certain accounts cause they were all the same!
And now I'm awfully pissed on the fact that everybody has so many followers, and me?
I'm just stuck at 1!!!
I feel like failure right now!
I just want summer vacations to begin ALREADY!
When will the syllabus finish? When will my term assessments begin?! on 25th april! (:
10 days after my birthday, quite a treat...
Though last year my birthday was on friday and that was the day the term assessments were beginning! Exciting, eh?
I want a flash of genius and begin writing a truly original and delicious novel!
Yeah I know delicious?! Deal with it!
I have been going through so many book reviews lately!
Just to increase my book list more!
Now I shall depart to have a change of clothes and engage myself in something or the other, which now shall not be the laptop as it has been for the past 2 hours! (:
Sunday, 11 March 2012
Bookish Questions
I read the answers to the questions below on a book blog, and cause I really love books I decided to blog about it as well, even though I don't have a book blog! (:
1. What is your favorite genre to read?
I really like all sorts of young adult, I quite enjoy mystery and thrillers as well, a lil' romance fine, but not too much.
2. What is the first romance novel you ever read and how old were you when you read it?
3. How many books--paper or ebooks--are in your existing TBR pile?
[TBR = your To-Be-Read and typically refers to books you already own but haven't yet read]
Ummm, I have no idea... I bought quite a lot of books on this clearing sale in a bookstore, and I have saved them all up for my summer break, to enjoy! (:
4. Do you read nonfiction? If so, from which sub-genre?
Absolutely not!
5. Do you own an e-reading device? If so, which one(s)?
Nopee, but I can read on my blackberry, it's just I don't want to! (:
6. Which one book have you re-read most often?
I think the Harry Potter books, they're brilliant... But when I was younger, I was in a frenzy for Roald Dahl books, God only knows what was wrong with me! I mean, they were great and stuff when I read them as a child but afterwards it was like I actually enjoyed this piece of writing... Don't get me wrong Roald Dahl is quite a writer! But for kids, his adult books are just too insultingly rude...
7. How many library books do you have out right now?
Zero, I can only borrow books fro my school library and there is only one word: horrifying... No new books, just classics, and I am not a fan of classics, I'll say this very honestly!
8. How do you mark your place in a book?
I don't. I don't even remember the page number, I just open the book when I'm looking for the page and skim through it to find it that is because I usually leave a book on a new chapter... But if I don't I do glance at the page number... Rarely, I make the habit of using a bookmark cause I have like a million of them and I use zero! I just keep 'em in one place and don't let 'em get lost!
9. About how many books do you typically read in a month?
I'm not quite so sure, depend on each month, whether I have exams coming up and all that stuff... But I think if I'm having a really slow month, and I'm only getting to read in the night or so, I'll finish around 3-9... Guessing... But I do read like 15-20 in my free-ish months!
10. What was the last book that made you cry?
I think in I Remember You by Harriet Evans I was close to tears... But last book was probably Remember Me trilogy by Christopher Pike...
11. What was the last book that made you laugh?
Thanks For the Memories by Cecilia Ahern... It made me laugh out loud, quite good funny parts in it...
Saturday, 10 March 2012
Blog-a-addiction
GOD, Its been ages since I blogged and tbh I missed loads!
But lately I've been just sitting, thinkinh things through and I'm so not regretting it, but I still don't know where I'm headed!
I haven't unpacked my schoolbag or gone over the homework I have to do or done any review for preparation!
I've just been sitting and reading mostly!
And I've come to the conclusion that Harriet Evans' story line is okay but she includes these horrifying sordid details that make me wanna hurl the book across the wall!
I sorta did it! But I didn't hurl it anywhere I just smacked it shut and got up to clear my head and straighten out my thoughts...
She writes fairly well but it gets so freakingly boring at times that I wish that I hadn't opened the book in the first place!
So, anyway I just finished reading I Remember You by Harriet Evans!
And it was OKAY! To be honest!
But, frankly, it was just far too cheesy at times for me!
And the cover! It was hmph hmph!
I mean, I'm the sorta really annoying person who has a habit of focusing on the cover...
The cover really says NOTHING 'bout the book!
And it's all animated!
And I'm the person who really likes covers with actual people on them cause right now I can think a lot of ways the people could have been positioned for the cover and look absolutely gorgeous along with reflecting the story and all!
And now I'm just yabbing on and on about this bloody book!
But I really need some sort of little break after reading a book to arrange my thoughts and emotions of that particular book. But that doesn't happen if the book I'm reading next is the sequel or somewhat!
And thanks guys for NOT following me! It really is a pleasure because I'm pretty sure you would have died if you had clicked like 2 buttons or so!
Thank you for staying alive and staring at my bloody screen and smiling at the hysteria of it all!
It's so exciting typing you fingers sore for a bunch of lazy ***** like you! (:
No offense, eh? (:
And I love you all and all that sort of rubbish!
I'll try to stay more updative! Lol! That is one weird word that I thought of on the moment!
But em likin' it!
OOOOHH!
Me forgot the most exciting news!
I got me braces removed today at around 12 45 or so!
And honestly it feels like I have no bloody teeth in my friggin' mouth!
But sad part, it feels like my teeth aren't mine anymore! They feel so fakish and it seems as if a burdden has been lifted from me! And the really annoying my part: my gums have all swollen up so now I'm on this weird tablet - not exactly tablet more of a goli - for three days, morning and evening!
It's this horrendous dark yellowish colour and is called something like Flagyl; I can't believe I just got up from my bed and walked over to where the tablet was kept just to see the spelling!
See? I'm weird! (:
And I'm glad to be!
I'm this fierce fierce perfectionist for some things that people are afraid of what I might do for order in those specific things! (:
Alrighty, y'all!
Have a nice morning, or afternoon, or evening, or night!(:
Whenever, you're reading this!
Ba bye!
Have fun without me yabbing on and on 'bout some really boring stuff!
I'll catch up with you guys later!
Sunday, 4 March 2012
BORED AND HUNGRY
Just did some Math and have to do more of my native tongue's boring stuff...
I enjoyed today from the morning when I woke up at 10 30...
Because my brother was home and we all kept talking and laughing and joking and it was quite a lot of fun! (:
Now I am watching all the supernatural episodes of this week on starworld!
And I just sent my brother to get some frozen parathas for me to make them, put boneless chicken on, roll up and then eat it because I haven't had lunch yet and it is 4 30...
I haven't had lunch yet because in the morning my dad brought halwa poori home for breakfast!
And now my brother is her so I'm going back downstairs to make me a roll!
WHOOPEE...
I'll ttyl guys!






































